New Official Surgery Date
October the 27th.... i just feel like packing bags and run away!! I don't want her to go threw it again... i know that she doesn't have another choice but to do the surgery, don't get me wrong i am so thankful there is even something they can do about her heart defect these days..but it's just KILLING me!!
NOW i am a nervous wreck and i just don't understand why now.... i guess all this new waiting so long is getting the best of me!!
Nadia is feeling better but is still congested..i bought the BebeSounds Nasal Clear that suctions out her nasal mucus and i love it..she doesn't of course.... all the drainage leads her to throw up more often....Nadia scared the living crab out of me the other day ..when she layed on her back right beside me and silently threw up.... her mouth was covered and she desperately tried to catch some air.. i happend to look at her for a second.. i thought she was sleeping... since that day i just don't seem to get a good night sleep.. i keep waking up scared as if someone rang a giant bell right beside my ear! I even set my alarm to wake me up every 30min just to make sure she is sleeping!! I know ..crazy right!?!? Well it has gotten a little better!
Good thing is she is back on track with her feedings and hardly needs the tube anymore.. also she is eating what i call "runny oatmeal" with formula once a day..she gags if i make it even just a little thick.... she likes it but we end up taking a bath right after she is done... and when i say we i mean me too... my face and hair is usually covered in oatmeal once we are done... it's kinda funny but only kind of!
I was told that Heart babies usually have a delay on motor skills. I have noticed a few.....
Nadia is still practicing to roll over she is trying so hard but hadn't done it yet...
She laughs out loud more often especially when she watches Justin play the WII !! She babbles when she sees her self in the mirror and sings along when she listens to music...
She loves to touch her feet and everyones faces !! She reaches to toys when i hold them in front of her but won't reach for them if they just sit in front of her...i guess that's all for now!
Now i am concentrating on Justin's upcoming Birthday on Wednesday and i am really glad we get to celebrated without all the craziness... I was messing with him the other day telling him that i didn't had any money to buy him a gift.. He starred at me with those big puppy eyes and said
"It's OK Mom.. you don't have to get me anything just buy me the decoration because Teta (Grandma) is already buying me a gift"...i mean come on!!!! How sweet is that!!! ???? That just makes me want to but him the whole world and whats in it!!! Even though it's just a small Bday bash among Family i will make sure he will have a great birthday!! Luckily Justin is very easy to please!!!
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